My Year Long Mountain Climb!

In a month my journey of finding Cheryl will have been a year long and I had this dream last night that I can barely remember. My mentor was in it and telling me something and im like "Its hard to do" as in real life and he was like "Don't give me that" as in real life and then I woke up.

It was early in the a.m. and I got to thinking about my life and how I was in deep waters for over a year and i kept going under and sinking in the dark deep waters of life. Not facing change. My mentor kept putting good people in my life and they would jump in the dark cold churning water and throw me a different things to save my life and I would grab hold and then just give up and let go.They tried to grab me but I struggled and they would start to go under and they had to give up as well. Then.....

My mentor must have said "Ok, this is it im going in" and he did.....He jumped in and grabbed me and drug me to the shore all while im "let go of me" LOL....."I want to make the water work for me" and worse "I can learn to swim in these deadly waters" :) and he just said on shore "Dry off, and follow me up the mountain" I did.....moaning and complaining and crying....He said "keep going" I did.....I would from time to time set down on a rock and cross my arms and say "Im not moving" He would look back and say "keep going" i got up and run after him up the mountain.

Im over half way up and can see the top! Its beautiful.......Last night I had a "This is hard Michael" conversation!! He as usual said "Dont give me that, keep moving"......

I am blessed. I am still climbing up......not as afraid and trust him that my life will be good and that all these wonderful people who jumped in to help are there and rooting me on! Love you all......