Music & Cheese!

I am in a odd sort of mood today. Not a bad mood and not a excited mood either. Just a mood of reflection and peace. Its snowing today and very dark and quiet outside. I am home in my little room job hunting and listening to music and just having a quiet day. I noticed this weekend a few new things about me. One being that I can enjoy all things British again. Music and cheese and people! I started going to a new church and today the music leader was British and talked about how he just got home from the UK! Last year that would have made me feel sad and I would not have gone back to that church. (I just divorced a man who was British) Today I smiled and loved his singing! and thought just now 'Wow, you are healing"!!

For some reason that still comes to a shock to me at I can and did heal! After three years I never thought that possible for me. I thought i was just going to be sad forever and never listen to Eric Clapton again! Actually I loved Erik Clapton and the Beatles before I met my ex husband.

What I'm trying to say is that I am not associating things that I love with my past relationship and that is just amazing. I am taking what I like and leave what did not serve me well into my future.

If I can help anyone reading this that is I have met alot of single people who have divorced and all told me that you do heal and will smile again and believe me I was a total skeptic! I would smile all the while thinking "Yea right" Well..YEA RIGHT...They were correct.

There is life after DIVORCE!..