BURNING AWAY THE BAD

I am doing alot of hard work right now. Yesterday, was the great work of controling my emotions and not letting them go mad! I had a block of about fifteen minutes at work where I just let it go.....not a good thing. I was not on the phone but i let the after feelings linger the whole day. My boss must have heard me because he called me from upstairs and asked if i was ok and I said yes that i was just having a bit of a temper with my computer and he came down and put on the heater and I felt that people care to stop me in my tracks.

I am much better today.Are my feelings the same? YOU BET. Its how I handle them is the key to my work the next few months. I feel anger and sadness and I do not always like my teachers help / work. Work is what it is...work. Working on ones self for improvements is not easy. My mentor said its like searing with fire and then polishing. I am in the searing with fire part :) and that is the temper yesterday. I remember a few good lines and am reminded of them. Nothing changes...nothing changes. I am about change. My attitude is good right now. I am blessed beyond what anyone can imagine