HONESTY WITH MYSELF

Honesty with my self and others starts with knowing Cheryl.

These are my real thoughts and feelings and likes and dislikes:

I dislike thrift stores. Everyone tells me to go and find clothes and I hate them and always have hated them. Its not that i want to spend money. I am just not a person that would love to go buy six pairs of thirft clothes vs one pair of pants that I love and that I picked out and that no one has worn. I worked hard the last few weeks and I am going to buy a new pair of jeans that fit me and that I choose.

My mom use to love the thrift stores and that is ok but that is my mom and that is Betty and that is alot of people but its not Cheryl. I need to stop trying to be what others want me to be. I need to be me! and im ok and not being a bad person to not like thrift stores. I love the books in thrift stores and that is it.

Now to think of what else I compromise on and lie to everyone and even myself about? For today or for this moment this is enough for me. Now....Do I tell people this? Will I seem bosy? or will I hurt thier feelings? No, honesty is ok as we are all different and if they want to be around me then i cant walk on egg shells.....Thats all ...shower time.