My Dream

I just woke up and finished reading my morning book "Simple Abundance" and having a cup of coffee. I am in in a mellow mood and still thinking about my dream this morning. It was just before I woke up and some may call it a nightmare and it was a bit powerful but I would not call it a nightmare at all.

My dream was that I was with a person on the side of a swimming pool. I remember the water was a brilliant blue and beautiful and the person near me was a person that I feel save with. I do now know who that was right now as I type this. I do not know if they were male or female etc. Just that they were full of love and they were for me in life. Maybe this person or figure at the side of the pool was God. Or one of my angels here on earth.

At some point while standing at the side of the pool I fell in the water and I went down to the bottom of the pool. I was not afraid in falling because I knew in the past that I could just swim right back up on my own power.

I could feel the hard surface and had hit the bottom of the pool. I then was afraid and tried to swim to the top and could not even manage to go a inch. I then panicked and was afraid. That part lasted a few seconds and my thought was that the friend at the top would be sad and could not even come rescue me because they did not know I was not able to get up to the top on my own.

I then took a deep breath of surrender and took in a huge amount of water and felt nothing but peace and relaxation. It was beautiful and somehow very good and then I woke up.

I never can usually remember my dreams but rememberd this one very clearly and in color which is strange to me and yet was not disturbing and I smiled when I woke up. I thought "wow" how awesome for God to give me a surrender dream that was so peaceful and beautiful and just right for my life today as I have gone a bit further down the road of surrender last night. I let go of the need to control my life and made a choice to let God take over and it was beautuful and effertless and beautiful.

Now. In no way does that dream mean I'm going to die or think my time on earth is done. It just represents to me total surrender and while I am not there yet I can see that God is telling me that it will be peaceful and good.

I have come a long way because a few months ago I would have seen this as a nightmare that would have scared or disturbed me. Now I see it as a beautiful conframatoin from God that all I am doing here in Colorado is good and from him. I am blessed.....I am grateful.